Last Nightby MercerHe could listen no more to the feared musings of his tribesfolk. Quatalat, the tribal chieftain, had been locked in his hut for hours. He had said that there would be no preparations for war, no calls to arms, for the invaders encased in metal or scales would never be able to survive the hunting grounds of the behemoths, the gargantuans, the ancients. And even as villages and rivers were disappearing as though they had never existed, as new and bizarre lands defiled and rewrote the landscape, and survivors both Nayan and otherwise appeared with increasing frequency and telling insane stories of impossible worlds, Quatalat was living in denial and demanding that the rest of the tribe do the same.
And so, he left the dining grounds, leaping up and climbing a tree that had developed strange, spined bark over the last few weeks. The tree's covering was painful, but the blood-red sap that it now bled helped the climbing.
In the boughs of the massive oak... or whatever it was now... he looked up at the stars, and the sky offered smatters of strange stars and alien constellations that shone in impossible colors.
He heard her voice before he heard her climb. She was always more silent than he was.
"It's frightening, isn't it? I almost got lost trying to find my way back last night. I can't tell direction by the stars anymore."
"It's more than frightening. The godspeakers say that something big will happen at morning. Something bigger than the mountain-of-fire that rose on the other side of the valley."
"Then we have a night."
"A night is not enough. No number of nights will ever be enough."
"Well, it is not up to us," she said, sitting beside him in the bough he'd chosen for himself. "It never is, and never has been. It is a new sky. Let's enjoy it for as long as we're able, and then what happens tomorrow... happens."
It was cold comfort, but there was wisdom in her voice. He cuddled up next to her, and both of them sat in silence. He realized that she was right. He inhaled deeply. Whatever will happen will happen, he thought to himself. Finally, both his companion and the soft light of the stars brought him some peace.
*****
She bathed in fire-hot water, scented with oils and cleansing salts, brushing jasmine and rose flowers across herself. When she finished bathing, she stepped from the ivory bathtub, she uttered the Prayer of Good Graces and lit the appropriate incense. Stepping from the bath chamber, her attendants toweled her, brushed her hair, cleaned her teeth, applied a small amount of makeup to accentuate her natural beauty, and set her hair into the braid of a warrior. They then dressed her in cotton cloth, mail underclothes, and strapped her into her plated armor.
After the attendants had locked her pauldrons down and dressed her in her tabard, she gave them the double-nod that they were dismissed. One attendant simply gave the half- bow that signaled she was waiting for further instructions. The knight, making no sound save the soft brushing of steel on steel, gently touched the attendant's cheek and looked deep into her eyes. She gave the double-nod again. The attendant left.
They were not knights, not warriors, not Sigiled. She would not ask them to die a knight's death.
She strode from her chambers and he greeted her in the castle's grand hall. They gazed deeply into each others' eyes and hearts, and then turned and walked to the top parapet of the main keep.
From there, visible beyond the castle walls, was the profane landscape that the savannah had become. The ground itself had become a cancerous mass of muscle, skin, and bones. The armies of the undead had finally ebbed, if ever so briefly. They would return again; if there were no more to amass on this chunk of desecrated land, they would come from one of the other governances or provinces in Eos, and the lady and lord simply did not have enough knights to fight back another onslaught. There would never be enough knights.
The lady and lord entwined their fingers. Something even greater and more pronounced than what had happened already was coming, and soon. Nevermind that the Sighted had confirmed it; this could be felt in their bones.
He and she both put their hands on their swords, tensing to defend themselves. Whatever happened come dawn, they would face it like knights.
*****
He scrambled from one end of the observatorium to the other, manipulating spheres and gauges and sextants. "No, no, no, no, no, no," he spoke, chanting as though offering a mantra to Bant's angels. He was feeling anger and frustration build up inside of him, and that was strangest of all; he'd had the emotional centers of his brain removed decades ago.
Finally enraged to the point that even basic math was beyond him, he grabbed the mana sextant and hurled it across the room. The discordant din of shattering metal filled the room before running from the silence that followed. He stood, head hung, shoulders slouched, the picture of defeat.
Minutes later, she stepped into the room and gasped. She ran over to him. "What happened? Are you alright?"
"No! Nothing is alright!" he snapped. "I've done the calculations every way I know how! Whatever happens tonight is a clairvoyant dead zone! There's no telling what it does or what happens next!"
Her mouth moved several times, as if trying to remember how to form the words. Then she said, finally, "I've never heard you like this."
He examined her, keeping an arm's length from her. "I've never been like this. These other worlds are influencing everything about this one. They are a corruption.
"I... I'm so close to figuring this... anomaly out. The equations and symbology aren't adding up, but... I'm so close..."
She reached an appropriate hand to touch his shoulder, but he shied away. She said, "Perhaps there's still time to see events beyond it, or determine its cause?" She gave a very precise smile, designed to communicate hope and confidence. She found it unlikely that there was, despite her facade.
"No. It happens tonight. Tonight just isn't enough."
He paused, and half-heartedly turned his eyes to the windows. She followed his gaze there, and finally walked up to the glass to determine what he wanted her to see.
Her voice cracked then, a hollow, metallic little chirp, not unlike a dog's whimper.
For centuries, since the mages of Esper had mastered the weather and tides, a thin, barely visible grid of light blanketed the sky. It was a rigid, cage-like geometry that painted itself in thin purples and blues against a field of stars, a constancy that every Esperite could look to and reassure themselves that, yes, some things were eternal.
Now the lines were chaotic and formless, as if, she thought, a hateful, bored child had recklessly etched colored lines across the pristine sky.
She felt despair. Hopelessness. And for the first time in her life, she experienced rage.
*****
She huddled amongst the broken, rotted parapets of the old castle, looking on in abject terror towards the sky. The lightning had slowed, and clouds were parting. In the tales her parents had told her, and their parents had told them, and so on, it had been uncounted centuries since the storm had covered the world and stayed there.
She looked into the breaks in the clouds, wondering and fearing what might lurk in that darkness.
He tenderly redressed the banewasp sores that covered her body. He squeezed zathrex fungus, letting the juices flow into her wounds, painful but necessary to prevent disease. The tatters of cloth that they rested on, the closest thing to a bed in this world of eternal desolation, were soaked through with sweat summoned forth by unnaturally warm weather and a shared, unspoken nervousness.
"Hope is torture," she said, using her unmaimed arm to wipe her brow.
"What do you mean?" he said dully.
"The adepts and shamans say the next thing that happens will be big. World-changing. How much will it change, I wonder?"
"I don't understand."
"When I was born, I was told stories. Of ancient Vithia. Of a world not ruled by demons, with ample food and clean water. I was told that the kingdom would return. But believing that maybe it could was worse than anything. Worrying, wondering, trying to find reassurance. I never found anything like peace until I accepted how the world was, and started living in that.
"But now the very world is to change, as if it hasn't enough. And then I wonder... how much could change? Could my mutilated arm be healed? Could my eye see again? Could my banewasp sores close?
"Hope is the worst infection on Grixis. Whatever happens, come morning, it should be destroyed."
"Hush now. We could still escape to one of the other worlds. I hear stories of other humans travelling to the fire-realm and the metal-world and finding help there."
"We would never make it, companion. We would never get past the demon lords that infest the lands on both sides. Even if we did, we'd never make it through the kathari lands."
She sighed, and he did something he didn't understand. He cradled her gently in his arms. He didn't know what it meant to do such a thing, but it seemed right, and she buried her malformed face in his embrace, sobbing gently.
She was right, of course. He had never known even five minutes without fear. It hovered over all those still living, covering them like a shroud. Hope was so much worse. Hope gave the fear meaning.
Still, it was tantalizing, beautiful but dangerous. He was willing to risk the horror of hope dashed if it meant the possibility of hope succeeding. And, he resigned himself, it's not as though we'll have much choice.
Night on Grixis was bleak, merciless, and eternal, but it wouldn't be enough to kill them.
*****
He stood amongst the broken bodies of the reptilian viashino, screaming to the heavens. He'd slaughtered them all; not even the largest of the thrash had been able to severely hurt him.
He needed more.
If what the pitiful outworlders from that ridiculous jungle-place said was true, the end might be here soon. He would not die like them, mewling and fearful of the sky. He would die as a warrior, as a hunter. He would die on his feet.
He screamed. He looked to the soot-choked air (less and less choked every day, as though even the volcanoes and dragons feared what was coming next), and bellowed his war-cry until he was hoarse. He screamed after that, until what had been a bellow of unfathomable strength, the sort that could call out a hellion or dragon and give him a proper death, strangled to a weak scratch.
It was no use. He'd been trying to get himself killed all night. The smoke cover was beginning to lighten.
There was no night left.
She met him on the way back to what remained of the tribe. There was shockingly little left after so many cataclysms and the invasions of both foreign people and foreign geography. She, though, was still strong, muscular, lean. Beautiful.
"I see you're still alive," she said with a lopsided grin that never failed to make his heart dance.
"Yeah. Denied even a warrior's death."
She embraced him, kissed him. "I have been denied that, too. So I say we live our last morning like we'd live forever."
He looked into her eyes. Such fire! Such lust for life! He had always loved her, for she was everything good in the world wrapped in flesh. His heart hurt, scared only of losing her, his former disgrace forgotten in that moment.
They joined, body and soul, what could be one last chance at joy and happiness. As night finally gave way to dawn, they lay in amongst the jungle foliage, watching the sky.
Clouds disappeared. There were hundreds, thousands more stars in the quickly-lightening heavens than any had seen before. As they watched, they could see ephemeral, dreamlike images of earthbergs, lavalanches, iceslides, fleshlakes, and even stranger phenomena colliding, reforming, and taking even stranger and more wondrous shapes amongst the constellations, an ever changing painting of wonder and awe and terror with the empyrean itself as its canvas.
At the horizon, then, slowly, five discs, multicolored and iridescent, began lifting above the unique topography of their world, bathing everything in a glorious, shimmering brilliance. The brightest light they had ever seen, a luminescence greater than they could ever describe, forced them to look at the event, and though their eyes should have hurt beyond measure, they felt only a renewed serenity in their very souls.
Five suns, shining of liquid summer, tempestuous gold, perpetual storm, radiant void, and molten strength.
The suns rose in a slow arc towards each other, their light growing every brighter as they approached. Achingly beautiful minutes passed, and finally, slowly, the suns touched, bathing everything in their vision in colors they'd never before seen and possibilities they'd never before contemplated.
There were no words.
He held her close, their eyes transfixed to the glorious new heavens. He whispered something to her, and she smiled. She lifted her palm skyward, as though she could cradle the newborn sun.
Small enough to hold in her hand, but full of possibility and promise.