I need music with an intensely depressive, suicidal atmosphere, similar to depressive black metal (think Thy Light - "In My Last Mourning") but nonmetal. I NEED IT.

"Sometime in the Spring of 2009 I tried to kill myself. Six months before that, I used a Voor’s Head Device for the first time."

This line opens the 150-page book that accompanies Giles Corey, an intensely personal, intimate portrait of depression that took me almost 4 years to make.

We've called this "acoustic music from the industrial revolution," and that's as good as anything. Dominated by the acoustic guitar, the music is a gloomy mixture of Americana influences, snippets of EVP recordings, ghostly choirs and deep, heavy organ. It ranges from very dark to triumphant, hushed quiet to crashingly loud.

The album follows a story arc of emotions that are detailed in the accompanying book, as much a part of this record as the music. The text switches between personal tales of struggles with depression, suicide, and a feeling of being lost, and the story of cult-leader and afterlife theorist Robert Voor. Voor's writings on death and the afterlife feature prominently across HAVE A NICE LIFE's "Deathconsciousness," Nahvalr's self-titled debut, and Giles Corey, making him the unifying factor behind most of the music I've written in the last 10 years.

This record is as personal and raw as anything I've ever done. Thank you for your interest.

I need music with an intensely depressive, suicidal atmosphere, similar to depressive black metal (think Thy Light - "In My Last Mourning") but nonmetal. I NEED IT.

hey shady

Listen to Nowhere by Ride, Souvlaki by Slowdive, and Whirlpool by Chapterhouse. All considered important gaze albums.