IV. Sleeping Dragons
Aloise woke with the dawn. After a good stretch and an even better yawn, she emerged from her tent to greet the red, rising sun and the cold, crisp morning.
She found Beryl still in her tent, still sound asleep, with her blankets pulled up tight around her like a warm, wooly cocoon. The look on Beryl’s face was so calm, so peaceful – so happy – that Aloise invented some chores for herself around the campsite, in order to let her friend sleep in just a little bit longer.
Goodness knew, Beryl needed the rest. Besides, just seeing that look of peace on Beryl’s face made Aloise’s heart soar like a bird.
The mountain would wait.
Aloise was dangling her feet over the side of the 44,444th step, and chewing meditatively on a bit of breakfast, when she heard the sound of Beryl stirring behind her, and the green-eyed woman emerged from her tent.
“How did you sleep?” Aloise asked, handing Beryl the last of the honey biscuits.
“Like a log,” Beryl said, sitting down next to Aloise. She took the offered food with a grateful nod of thanks.
The two of them sat together and ate as they watched the sunrise.
“I actually had a good dream last night,” Beryl eventually said, with something of a laugh. “I honestly can’t remember the last time I had a dream like that.”
“What did you dream about?” Aloise asked, as she nibbled on her biscuit.
Beryl seemed to choke a little bit then, as though her biscuit had gone down the wrong way. Concerned, Aloise patted Beryl on the back, which only seemed to make the other woman cough more. For some reason, Beryl’s cheeks had gone red as the rising sun.
“Nothing in particular,” Beryl said between fits of coughing. “Just… good things. Happy things.”
The two of them finished their meal. Then they broke camp, and they resumed their journey up the 77,777 steps.
The ascent was tiring, but pleasant. The tension from the previous day was gone, replaced by cheerful banter and easy camaraderie. The two women spoke ceaselessly as they walked. They discussed magic. They shared stories. They debated the merits of the many different schools of thought on how to enchant a glowstone. Aloise liked the cool, blue light which came from a twin star design in silver and mother of pearl – that was the best for reading at night, and its brightness could be precisely controlled. Beryl argued for powdered lightning whelk shells painted in a simple, solar design, both for the speed with which it switched on and off, and for its warm, orange glow.
Clean air, beautiful surroundings, and interesting conversation with a good friend – it was, Aloise thought, just about the best possible way to spend a day.
Aloise’s smile was wide, and she felt as light as a feather.
All the while, the two women continued to climb. Each loop of the winding staircase was shorter than the last, and each loop brought Aloise and Beryl closer and closer to the mountain’s sacred summit.
It was just around noon when they began to pass through the layer of white, feathery clouds which concealed the mountain’s peak from the valley below. At first, Aloise had expected the air to be damp and misty, like a morning fog on a cool, autumn day. But the clouds which wreathed the steep mountain were totally different. Instead of water, they were made of ice, suspended in the air as a sea of tiny, flake-like crystals, almost like a snow globe which had been frozen in mid-shake. The wispy clouds tickled Aloise’s cheeks and nose as she walked through them, and little ice crystals collected in the folds of her blue cloak, until all of Aloise’s clothes were coated with a thin layer of white powder, so that she looked a bit like a flour-dusted baker.
Aloise and Beryl stuck close together as they climbed through that stretch of trail, since it was hard to see more than a few steps ahead through the cloudy haze. They held hands, and they took care to watch where they stepped.
After making maybe a dozen circuits within the frozen fog, the staircase rose up and out from the layer of clouds. The air all around them grew thin and dry, and the sky overhead was impossibly clear and blue. The incline of the steps seemed to increase, slightly, and the loops of the trail were growing very short indeed.
They were getting close. Aloise knew it.
Finally, late in the afternoon, the steps changed again, becoming deep and wide. Then the path flattened abruptly, and the stairway just seemed to end. Instead, the trail continued onward as a level walkway, which passed beneath a tall stone arch set into a great, curving wall.
They had reached the summit.
Aloise could barely contain her excitement. Rubbing her hands together in anticipation, she glanced across at Beryl, and she could see from the look on Beryl’s face that her companion was caught up in the moment, too.
Even though her legs were tired and her belly was empty, Aloise practically sprinted the last few feet to the base of the towering arch. Beryl followed after her, barely a step behind.
From a distance, Aloise had assumed that the archway – and the high wall which extended out from it in both directions – had been constructed from blocks of stone. But, as she drew nearer, Aloise realized with a start that both the wall and the archway hadn’t been built. Rather, just like the staircase which led to them from the valley below, they had actually been carved out of the mountain itself. As she considered the feat of construction which such a structure represented, Aloise couldn’t help but shake her head in wonder.
A message was carved into the curve of the arch. A message written in great, looping letters, each the size of Aloise’s head.
The language was an ancient one, Aloise knew. She also knew that it was not from the world on which they now stood.
“I’ve seen this writing before,” Aloise said quietly. “Although that was a long, long way from here.”
“Can you read it?” Beryl asked. She was standing next to Aloise, her mouth hanging slightly open as she craned her neck up to look at the serpentine script. “I don’t recognize the words, but some of the letters look familiar.”
“They should,” Aloise said. “It’s a very old, very arcane tongue – one which has worked its way down through the ages, even as its speakers disappeared. Its patterns have been incorporated into who knows how many spells, across who knows how many planes. And I know how to translate it.” Aloise’s brow furrowed, and her lips moved silently as she tried to parse the ancient message. “There are a couple possible ways of interpreting this sentence, but I’m pretty sure that it says: ‘Faith is the final step.’”
“If faith is the final step,” Beryl said, “then I have to wonder what the first 77,776 steps were for.”
Aloise giggled at that.
“Come on,” she said. “Aren’t you just dying to see the temple?”
Beryl nodded, and the two of them passed beneath the arch.
When they discovered what waited for them on the other side, it was hard not to feel disappointed.
The temple was little more than a ruin. In fact, it was barely even that.
The space inside the archway was a sort of small, cloistered courtyard, shaped roughly like an oval that was about twice as wide as it was long. In some long-distant past, it had clearly been home to gardens, statues, and fountains, not to mention the temple proper.
Now, though, all that remained were crumbling, knee-high foundations, and the occasional bare plinth, with nothing but snow resting on top of it. The temple had been reduced to a skeleton. A memory.
“It’s gone,” Beryl said quietly, as she surveyed the barren cloister. “It’s all gone.”
Aloise walked over to the remnant of what had once been a temple wall. The foundation had been constructed from blocks of speckled gray granite, mortared together by builders long since dead and forgotten, their history lost to the ages. The explorer ran her finger across the dusting of snow which covered the ruin, feeling chisel marks in the exposed mortar. What remained of the wall was no more than two or three stones high where she stood – it came barely up to her waist. The rest the of stone had been chiseled free and taken away.
Aloise remembered what Ursalyn had told her, about how the villagers sometimes climbed up to the temple to carry down stones, and she wondered whether the granite blocks which had once formed the sacred temple could now be found lining the great fireplace inside the Hare & Hearth.
Aloise turned to look at Beryl. The green-eyed woman’s shoulders were slumped, and her expression had changed from excited to despondent.
“There’s nothing here,” Beryl said.
Aloise shook her head.
“There’s always something to be found,” she said. “It’s just a question of finding it. Will you help me look?”
Beryl’s posture was decidedly mopey, but she nodded her head, and the two women began to search through what remained of the temple ruins.
There wasn’t a whole lot to search. The mountaintop temple was small – smaller than Aloise had expected. In the story, and in her mind, the sacred temple had been large and grand, but Aloise could have thrown a stone across the length of the tiny cloister. She picked up a few bits of gray granite which lay scattered along the ground, and for a moment she felt tempted to test her arm. But instead she pocketed the worn stones, on the theory that she would examine them more thoroughly later. Then she walked along a half-buried footpath, which wound its way past silent, frozen fountains and toppled bits of statuary.
In her mind’s eye, Aloise tried to imagine what the cloister had been like thousands of years ago, when the fountains sparkled and sprayed in the clear mountain air, and hooded monks tended to the gardens, which would have been green, and verdant, and fragrant with blooms.
Aloise closed her eyes, and she tried to imagine what it must have been like, to be a pilgrim who had climbed the mountain to visit such a green and peaceful place. She thought about passing beneath the archway which permitted entrance to the mountain’s sacred peak. She thought about the words inscribed upon the arch: “Faith is the final step.”
The final step.
Aloise felt a prickling at the base of her spine as realization dawned on her.
Quickly, she reached inside the pocket of her mammoth hair coat, and she pulled out her metrometer. After fumbling for a second to remove it from its case with her mittened hands, she held the little device close to her face, and she stared at the illuminated counter which glowed at its center.
It read: 77,776.
Not 77,777. 77,776.
Aloise knew it was possible that she had made a mistake when she had calibrated the device. She knew it was possible that the metrometer had missed a step.
But she doubted it.
No, there was another explanation.
Aloise held her breath as she swept her eyes across the little cloister one more time. Only, this time, she knew what she was looking for.
She found it at the very rear of the courtyard. That was where she noticed a tall fountain which seemed to have been carved into the face of the mountain, so that it looked like a natural spring. The fountain had frozen solid, so that it formed a wall of thick ice against the stone cliff. All around the fountain, glyphs had been carved into the mountain’s side, inscribing the rock with the names of three virtues: knowledge, strength, faith.
Faith.
There was a little frozen pool at the base of the fountain. And, ringing the pool, there was something which looked very much like a low, stone step.
Aloise walked across to the fountain, and she climbed atop the step. She looked down at the metrometer in her hand.
77,777.
“Faith is the final step,” she said to herself, and she smiled.
“Beryl, come take a look at this,” Aloise called out over her shoulder. “Does this ice look strange to you?”
She heard Beryl’s boots crunch up the path until the pyromancer was standing next to her.
“I’m... not an expert on ice,” Beryl said, staring at the frozen fountain.
Aloise grinned at her. “Humor me,” she said, and Beryl gave her a small smile in return before turning her attention back to the ice-covered rock.
“I don’t...” Beryl murmured after a few moments spent studying the fountain. Then the scarred woman seemed to start in place, and her breathing grew quicker. “Wait – do you feel that?” She reached out to touch the ice with a mittened hand, and her eye seemed to turn distant, as though she were seeing something which was not actually present.
Aloise had no idea what Beryl was talking about, but she copied Beryl’s gesture, and placed her own hand against the ice as well.
“I don't feel anything,” Aloise said. “But this is the 77,777th step – we’re standing on it now. So there has to be something special about this spot.” She tapped her mittened hand against the ice. “The ice right here is a little less blue than everywhere else. I mean, it’s possible that it’s just that the stone of the mountain is colored differently here, but we haven’t seen it colored differently anywhere else, so it would stand to reason that…”
Aloise trailed off when it became clear that Beryl was not listening, but was concentrating upon the ice instead. And, since Aloise would never have accused Beryl of being inattentive, she trusted that Beryl really had felt something which she had not.
Something strange, obviously.
“I’m going to melt this wall,” Beryl informed her after a long moment. The pyromancer began removing her mittens.
Aloise blinked. “Do you think something’s behind there?” she asked.
“Yes,” Beryl said. “Something familiar… but different, somehow? I need to be closer, to be sure. I need to be able to actually touch it, to actually feel it beneath my fingers.” She glanced at Aloise, and she looked apologetic. “Sorry – I'm not making much sense, am I? It might be nothing. It’s just that, well, sometimes I can feel enchantments. I can feel them even before I can see them.”
Aloise took a polite step backwards.
“Melt away, Beryl. I trust you.”
Beryl smiled faintly, she then turned to face the ice-covered cliff. She placed her bare hand directly against the ice, as Aloise looked on with rapt attention.
It was over almost before Aloise had a chance to see it. One moment, Beryl had been standing still, with her fingertips resting atop a giant sheet of ice, and the next, a gout of steam had engulfed the entire scene with a great, serpent-like hiss, almost completely obscuring the pyromancer from Aloise’s sight. Aloise took an instinctive step back and covered her face with the edge of her cloak, so as not to get drenched by the rapidly-condensing cloud of vapor, and, when she finally looked up, Beryl was standing in front of her, soaking wet, with her hair matted against her forehead and a completely miserable look on her face.
Aloise could not help it. She began giggling uncontrollably.
“You poor thing,” she said, taking a step forward to comfort Beryl, and tugging off her scarf to offer to the damp pyromancer for use as a towel. She trailed off, however, as the steam continued to clear and the result of Beryl’s handiwork was truly revealed.
Concealed behind the fountain stood an enormous, stone door. Engraved upon the portal was what appeared to be a stylized dragon, whose coiled, serpentine body encircled a large, black gemstone centered in the middle of the door.
The door and the gem were magnificent – beautiful, really – but that was not what gave Aloise pause.
No. What gave Aloise pause was the figure of the dragon. She had seen that dragon before.
Beryl, who had been busily drying herself with the scarf, finally followed Aloise’s gaze, and she gasped.
“I was right. I knew I could feel it,” Beryl said, sounding almost breathless as she splashed across the newly-melted pool at the base of the fountain to get a closer look at the gemstone. “I knew I could feel the heartseal.”
A heartseal? Aloise hiked up her shearling trousers and waded through the ankle-deep water to join Beryl, who was reaching up towards the gemstone gingerly. Aloise did not recognize the exact variety of precious stone which was set into the door, but, as Beryl reached up, a faint, red light glowed within the gem’s center, and a network of almost vein-like runes began to pulse along the stone surrounding it.
“Beryl, what is it?”
“It’s—oh!”
As Beryl touched the stone, she suddenly cried out in surprise. She jerked her hand away from the pulsing gem with a hiss of pain, and her eye went wide.
“—It’s... dangerous?” Beryl said, sounding confused. “Gods, but that smarts…”
“Are you alright?” Aloise asked, putting a concerned hand on Beryl’s shoulder.
Beryl nodded absently, rubbing the palm of her hand.
“I’m fine. It’s just...” The pyromancer took a deep breath. “See, a heartseal is a special sort of seal. It’s old magic – very old. But I’ve seen them twice before. Once on a small box, which belonged to my mother, and I know that she was the one who made that seal. The other time was on the door which connected my home plane to the world of mirrors.” Beryl closed her eye, and she swallowed. “Anyway, a heartseal requires a certain sort of knack to unlock. You have to feel the magic pulsing away inside it, until the beating of the seal’s heart becomes one with the beating of your own. It’s a very, very strange sort of sensation, like you’re joining yourself to the heart of the person who cast the seal. But there's something wrong with this one. Heartseals are meant to be opened, you see. Once I know how to feel them, it feels like they want to be opened. This one, though?” Beryl grimaced. “This one doesn't want me near it. Someone has tampered with it – tainted it, really. And whoever did that doesn’t want me to get inside – me, or anyone else.”
Aloise folded her arms, and she furrowed her brow in thought. Someone had put a seal on the door. A very specific kind of seal – a seal that was meant to be opened. Someone had left hints as to where the door might be found, which seemed to imply that they wanted it to be found. Then someone had done something to the seal to... corrupt it? Could they even open it now?
It didn’t make any sense. Why create a locked door, only to break the lock?
Unless, Aloise thought, the hand that had broken the lock was not the same hand that had created it.
Aloise hummed a little to herself as she pondered the door, and she examined the dragon insignia again.
“I’ve seen this before,” she murmured, leaning forward to get a closer look, but without actually touching the door. “On a different plane. It was in a forest, though, and not on a mountain. I was searching for something called ‘The Master’s Torch.’” Aloise shook her head. “I never found it. The ruins collapsed around me before I could find much of anything, really, but this dragon was all over the walls. This exact same dragon.”
“What do you think it means?” Beryl asked.
“I think it means we need to get this door opened,” Aloise replied, with determination in her voice. “I’m just not sure how.”
“I know how,” Beryl said. The scarred woman gritted her teeth, and rolled up the sleeve of her coat. Then she flexed her fingers, and she moved her hand so that it hovered just above the pulsating gem.
“Beryl, no,” Aloise said. She tried to reach out, to take Beryl’s hand, to pull it away from the dangerous seal. “I can’t let you do that, not after what happened before. We’ll find another way.”
But Beryl just shook her head.
“You have to trust me, Aloise,” she said. “There is no other way. With magic like this, opening the seal isn’t a question of skill. It’s more a question of will. It’s my will against the will of whoever poisoned the enchantment. And whoever did that was strong. They were very strong.” Beryl looked at Aloise then, and Aloise saw determination in the pyromancer’s one green eye. “I just have to be stronger.”
For a moment, Aloise looked Beryl in the eye. Then, slowly, she nodded her head.
“How can I help?” she said.
“Help me be strong,” Beryl said.
Aloise took Beryl’s free hand in hers.
“You don’t need my help for that,” she said, and she gave Beryl’s hand a gentle squeeze.
Beryl flashed Aloise a big, goofy grin. Then she closed her eye, pursed her lips, and pressed her fingertips against the glowing facets of the black gem.
The moment that Beryl’s skin made contact with the pulsing stone, Aloise could feel the scarred woman flinch, and a look of pain flashed across Beryl’s face. But, this time, Beryl did not pull her hand away. Instead, she tightened her grip around Aloise’s hand, and she pressed her palm fully up against the sealed door.
Aloise watched what happened next with a mixture of fascination and trepidation. Beryl became as still as a statue, and she actually seemed to stop breathing. Feeling suddenly frightened for her friend, Aloise quickly slid one finger around to the inside of Beryl’s wrist, and she sighed with relief when she felt the slow but steady beat of a pulse beneath the scarred woman’s skin. Meanwhile, the strange, vascular pattern of runes around the sealed gem had flared to life. They glowed intensely red against the purple-gray stone of the mountain, and they throbbed as though blood were flowing through the very rock beneath them. The pulsing of the runes was fast and violent, like the beating of a racing heart, and, for a moment, Aloise felt Beryl’s pulse begin to speed up as well, as though the malign magic inside the seal was compelling Beryl’s heartbeat to quicken. Beryl’s muscles went tense, and her face was a strained grimace.
Aloise gave Beryl’s hand another small, reassuring squeeze.
“You’re strong,” she whispered in Beryl’s ear. “Your will is strong, and your heart is strong. I know it is.”
Beryl still didn’t move, she still didn’t breathe. But she seemed to relax a bit, and the scowl seemed to fade away from her face.
Beneath her finger, Aloise felt Beryl’s pulse resume its slow, steady rhythm from before. And, amid the silence of ruined temple, Aloise almost felt as though she could hear the steady, rhythmic beating of Beryl’s heart.
Beat… beat… beat…
As Aloise watched, the pulsating red runes around the heartsealed gem began to change. Their flashing grew fainter, and less frequent, until Aloise realized with a start that the timing of their pulses had fallen perfectly into sync with the beating of Beryl’s heart. With every pulse which Aloise felt from beneath the skin of Beryl’s wrist, the runes around the gem flickered with soft, red light.
Then, with an audible pop, the black gem came loose from the stone door, and the runes around it fell silent. Beryl’s hand closed around the gem, and she opened her eye with a sharp intake of breath.
“How long was I gone,” Beryl asked, sounding a bit disoriented.
“Not very long,” Aloise said, letting go of Beryl’s hand.
“Did I do it? Did I break the seal?” Beryl was staring confusedly down at the gemstone in her hand.
“You did,” Aloise said, and she wrapped the stunned pyromancer up in a big hug. “Just like I knew you could.”
“Thanks,” Beryl said. She rubbed her good eye, and shook her head, as if to clear it. “I don’t remember what happened, exactly, but I know that you did something. I know that you helped me.”
“I didn’t do anything,” Aloise said, “except remind you of something which you already knew.”
“Well, it helped,” Beryl said. “Whatever it was, it helped. Anyway, what do you make of this?”
Beryl held out the gem to Aloise, who took it from her.
Aloise held the stone up to the light, and peered at it intently. Its color had changed completely, from pure black to a clear, radiant blue.
“There’s nothing enchanting it anymore,” Aloise said, after another moment of careful study. “It is beautiful, though. The color reminds me of the sky on a cloudless day.” She offered the gem back to Beryl. “I think you ought to hold on to it, for now. I’d say you earned it!”
“Thanks,” Beryl said quietly, and she slipped the gem into her pocket.
Meanwhile, Aloise took a step forward, and she placed her hand on the cold surface of the stone door. Planting her feet as firmly as possible, given that she was standing in an ankle-deep pool of water – which was rapidly turning to slush – she gave the door an experimental push.
The great stone portal – which must have weighed as much as Aloise did a dozen times over – slid smoothly and silently back into the mountain, revealing the opening of a wide, dark tunnel. A gust of cold air rushed out through the open door from the passage beyond, and the water in the fountain’s pool ran down into the darkened opening. Listening intently, Aloise could make out what sounded like water splashing down a long flight of stairs.
Aloise summoned a glow orb to hover just above and in front of her head, and she leaned forward to peer into the darkness beyond.
“Come on,” she said to Beryl. “We may have climbed the mountain and reached the temple, but I have a feeling that the real adventure is only just beginning.”
* * *
The stairs went down, down, down, deep into the dark heart of the mountain.
Mercifully, there were fewer than 77,777 of them this time. According to Aloise’s metrometer, she and Beryl had descended only about a thousand steps through silent, inky darkness before they reached the great chamber.
The room they found themselves in was vast. The walls had an almost indistinguishable curvature, which led Aloise to surmise that the room was shaped like a massive circle, but the light from her floating orb did not penetrate far enough through the darkness to reveal any other wall in the distance of any hint of a ceiling above their heads. The air in the chamber was bone-chilling cold, and it had a heavy stillness to it – it was that sort of staleness which air somehow seems to acquire when no living lungs have breathed it for a long, long time.
“What is this place?” Beryl asked, her voice echoing around the chamber’s unseen walls.
“I don’t know,” Aloise said. “I really don’t know.”
Slowly, the two of them made their way towards what they assumed was the center of the room.
As they walked, Aloise studied the floor beneath their feet. It was cut from the dark purple stone of the mountain, and it had been polished almost to a mirror sheen. It was covered in strange, arcane designs – mazes of concentric circles, tangles of stylized knots, and elliptical glyphs strung together in a chain-like fashion. And dragons. Everywhere, she saw variations on the same, telltale dragon. The markings appeared to have been painted onto the floor with simple, white paint, and their lines were as sharp and as clear as if brush had touched stone only the day before.
“Aloise, look!”
Aloise glanced up from the floor to see Beryl pointing at something which looked like a low stone pedestal. Silently, the two women stepped closer to their discovery.
It was indeed a stone pedestal, about an arm’s length across and waist-high. The pedestal had been carved from the same speckled granite as the ruined temple above, and a familiar mark was inscribed upon its smooth surface: the image of a dragon. In the middle of the dragon’s coiled form, a round hollow had been carved into the otherwise flat stone.
The dragon was not the only familiar thing about the pedestal’s design. The shape and size of the round cavity also triggered Aloise’s memory.
“Do you think?” she started to ask.
“I do,” Beryl said.
The pyromancer reached into her pocket, and extracted the blue gem which had been released from the hidden door when she had broken its enchanted seal. Aloise could not help but notice that Beryl’s fingers were shaking as she held the gemstone next to the hollow in the pedestal – although whether that was due to the cold, or excitement, or both, she had no way of knowing.
Carefully, Beryl pressed the gemstone into the slot at the center of the coiled dragon. It was a perfect fit.
Then, suddenly, the gem flared with white light, and it was as though the sun had risen inside the chamber. The sudden switch from heavy darkness to bright light was almost physically painful – Aloise had to throw her arm up in front of her face, and blink repeatedly, as her eyes adjusted to the dramatic change. Off to her side, she could see that Beryl was doing the same.
Once her vision had adjusted, Aloise caught her first real glimpse of the chamber around her, and her mouth fell open in awe.
The room was now awash with a pure, white light, which seemed to emanate up from the painted lines on the floor, like bright sunlight filtering through a screened window. The chamber was revealed to be just as massive as Aloise had suspected. It was easily a dozen fathoms across, and its domed ceiling seemed equally high at its apex. The chamber was shaped like a single, perfect hemisphere, hollowed-out from the inside of the mountain. Its walls were plain and featureless, and the only visible door was the one through which the two women had entered. In fact, other than the small pedestal bearing the emblem of the dragon, and the luminescent markings on the floor, the only other objects in the chamber appeared to be three giant statues.
The statues were placed up against the chamber’s curving walls, and spaced at even intervals from each other. Each stood twice as tall as Aloise, and was at least twice as wide. Each depicted a single, human form, stylized and featureless, bowing down on bended knee, in a position of supplication. And each statue held a black stone tray in its extended hands.
Aloise jogged across the room to the nearest statue, with Beryl following close behind. A stone carving in the shape of an open book lay atop the tray, and ancient words, written in the same archaic language as the message above the temple’s archway, were carved around the bowed figure’s base.
“‘The soldier walks the path of strength,’” Aloise read, her voice slow and halting as she did her best to translate the long-forgotten tongue. “No, wait… not ‘soldier.’ That’s not quite right. This word, here, it’s referring less to a profession, and more to a… well, a mindset, really. A philosophy.” Aloise scratched her head for a moment, as she considered alternate translations. “‘Warrior’ would be a better fit. Yes! ‘The warrior walks the path of strength.’ That’s what it says!”
Aloise nodded her head in satisfaction. Beryl, meanwhile, looked confused.
“What does that mean?” she asked.
Aloise shrugged. “No idea,” she said. “But I wonder if the other statues have similar inscriptions?”
They did.
Moving clockwise around the room, the women found that the second statue held a stone axe atop its tray, and bore the words “the priest walks the path of faith” along its base. The final statue had a stone censer upon its tray, and was inscribed with “the scholar walks the path of knowledge.”
The warrior, the priest, and the scholar. As she turned those three translations over in her head, Aloise couldn’t shake the notion that she had heard them before, that she had seen them somewhere else, in some other context. But where? And when?
“They’re holding the wrong symbols.”
The sound of Beryl’s voice startled Aloise back from the depths of her memory.
“Huh?”
“They’re holding the wrong symbols,” Beryl said again. “There’s a warrior, a priest, and a scholar, and there’s a book, an axe, and a censer. But that’s the wrong way around. The warrior should have the axe, not the book. And—”
“—And the priest should have the censer, not the axe!” Aloise interrupted, feeling barely able to contain her excitement as she realized what Beryl was saying. “And the scholar, the scholar has the censer, when she ought to have—”
“—The book, right?” Beryl said, completing Aloise’s sentence for her.
“Right!” Aloise said. “The way it is now, they’re walking the wrong paths!”
They were standing next to the kneeling figure of the scholar. Aloise lifted one hand and pointed it in the direction of the censer on the scholar’s offering tray. Summoning her mana, she brought her spatial magic to bear on the censer, which became translucent and seemed to phase in and out of reality. Aloise raised her hand, and her spell lifted the heavy stone carving several feet into the air.
“This belongs over there,” Aloise said, pointing with her unoccupied hand to the statue which bore the inscription about the priest. Then, with a single, smooth gesture, she swept her hands past each other. The floating censer seemed to disappear into a portal of pure, blue mana; at the exact same instant, an identical portal opened above the statue of the priest, and the censer rematerialized atop the priest’s offering tray.
Nothing happened.
For a moment, the two women stared silently at the kneeling statue.
“I guess I’m not sure what I was expecting,” Beryl said. “Maybe a noise, or a light, or something. Anything, really.”
“We probably have to fix the other statues, too, before anything happens,” Aloise said. “If anything is going to happen, I mean.”
So Aloise repeated her spell, teleporting the axe – which still lay atop the priest’s tray, next to the relocated censer – over to the kneeling figure of the warrior. Then Aloise pointed one hand at the stone book next to the warrior’s axe, and her other hand at the scholar’s empty tray.
“Here goes nothing,” Aloise said, and she crossed her arms.
As soon as the teleported book materialized atop the scholar’s tray, Aloise heard the sound of stone sliding against stone coming from behind her. She spun around just in time to see the floor around the dragon pedestal in the center of the chamber – a floor which she thought had been carved seamlessly from the mountain itself – separating into sections and sinking down into the ground, so that it formed a spiral staircase with the pedestal at its center.
“I think we just passed one of the temple’s trials,” Aloise said, grinning from ear to ear.
She walked over to the dragon pedestal in the center of the room. The draconic emblem was now glowing with a pale, white light, and the gemstone at its center was now blue and silent. After a second of indecision, Aloise picked up the round gem – nothing happened when she did, so she handed it back to Beryl, who pocketed it again. Then they descended their second staircase of the day. And, just like the one before it, it led them deeper and deeper into the mountain.
“How many more trials do you think there are?” Beryl asked as they picked their way carefully down the steep, spiraling stairs.
“I don’t know,” Aloise said. “But, now that I’m thinking about it, I don’t think that was the first trial at all. I think the first trial might have been opening the sealed door, or even finding the sealed door in the first place – or even climbing the 77,777 steps, for that matter. I think we’ve come farther than we realized.”
“Maybe that’s part of the temple’s secret,” Beryl said. “Maybe that’s what we’re supposed to learn.”
Aloise was pondering that thought when the staircase came to an abrupt end, just like the one before it. And, just like the one before it, it ended with an open doorway, which seemed to lead out into a vast, empty chamber.
Aloise was just about to step through the door when she felt Beryl grab her by the shoulders and pull her violently back. The two women tumbled backwards, landing in an awkward heap at the base of the spiral staircase.
“Beryl, what—”
“—Aloise, look down!” Beryl rasped into Aloise’s ear. The scarred woman was breathing in short, sharp bursts, and was holding Aloise’s shoulders with an iron grip. “Look, but don’t step…”
Gingerly, Aloise climbed back up to her feet, and she peered out and down through the doorway.
She saw nothing, because there was nothing to see. The space beyond was not a chamber with a floor. It was an open pit.
Aloise gasped a little bit, covering her mouth in surprise. “Oh my Gods…” she said, quietly.
“I know…” Beryl said, before falling silent. “I… I almost lost you.”
“How far down do you think it goes?” Aloise asked. She reached into her coat and retrieved one of the worn stones she’d pocketed from the ruined temple. With a little flip of her wrist, she tossed the stone through the door, and waited to hear it strike the bottom of the pit, wherever that might be.
After a full minute of waiting, she still hadn’t heard a sound.
“It’s a good thing that you stopped me when you did,” Aloise said quietly. “Thank you.”
“If you really want to thank me,” Beryl said, “I would feel a lot better if you’d take one more step back.”
Beryl was still shaking, so Aloise did as the pyromancer asked.
And that was when she spotted the dragon emblem on the wall beside the door.
“Look!” she said, moving her glow orb closer to the stylized insignia. “Another dragon, and another slot for the gem.” Aloise brushed her little finger across the round hollow carved into the curled dragon’s center, just as on the heartsealed door and the stone pedestal in the statue room.
Again, Beryl took the blue gem out of her pocket and, again, she placed it carefully into the matching slot within the emblem. And, just as before, the gem seemed to light-up from within with a pure, white light, and the same light filled the cavernous chamber just on the other side of the door.
The room beyond appeared to be the same size as the hemispherical chamber one floor above, but with the very notable difference that it had no floor. Instead, it just seemed to fall away into space, forming a dark pit with no observable bottom.
At the opposite end of the room, across the open chasm, a second doorway stood open and waiting. A message was inscribed above it in large, glowing letters.
“The path of faith cannot be seen,” Aloise read aloud. “It must be believed.”
“What does that mean?” Beryl asked.
Aloise took a deep breath, and she placed her hands on her hips. “It means we have to walk across to the other door,” she said.
All the color drained from Beryl’s face, and the ashen pyromancer grabbed hold of Aloise by the wrist.
“You can’t walk through that room,” Beryl stammered. “You’ll fall!”
“No, I won’t,” Aloise said. “We won’t fall. Don’t you get it, Beryl?” She pointed at the glowing inscription on the other side of the yawning pit. “This is the final trial. It’s a trial of faith, and that’s the path of faith. We can’t see it. But we can walk across it, if we just believe that we can.”
“What about the stone you tossed? It didn’t seem to land on any path!”
Aloise suppressed a giggle. “Of course the stone fell,” she said. “Stones can’t believe.”
“Aloise, I’m not sure I can believe in this,” Beryl said, her voice starting to grow desperate.
“Then believe in me,” Aloise said, gently extracting her wrist from Beryl’s vise-like grip. “You believe in me, don’t you?”
“Yes,” Beryl said. “Absolutely.”
“Then hold on to my hand, and follow me,” Aloise said, taking the scarred woman’s hand in hers. “You can follow me, can’t you?”
“I’d follow you through the darkest Eternities,” Beryl said quietly, her good green eye staring down at the floor.
“Well, this isn’t nearly as dramatic as all that,” Aloise said, smiling. “We’re just going to walk across a room. And, if you believe in me, then nothing will happen.”
“And… and if something does happen?”
“Then we’ll planeswalk,” Aloise said. The explorer closed her eyes for a moment and focused her mind, confirming that she could still sense her connection to the Eternities, even from their strange location beneath the sacred mountain. “But everything is going to be fine. You’ll see what I mean.”
“Actually, the sign over there says I won’t see what you mean,” Beryl said nervously. “That’s what scares me.”
“I’m not scared,” Aloise said. Still holding Beryl’s hand in hers, she stepped over to the very edge of the pit. “Won’t you have faith in me?”
Beryl swallowed audibly, but she nodded her head.
“I have faith in you,” she said. “I believe in you, more than I’ve ever believed in anything else in my life.”
“I believe in you, too,” Aloise said.
And then she stepped out into nothingness.
Even as her foot descended down towards a path which showed no outward sign of its existence, Aloise never doubted for a moment that the path of faith was there. She believed that she understood the trial, and she believed that she would pass it.
So, when she felt her foot come to rest atop some unknowable, unseeable path, when she felt that path support her weight and hold her aloft, she didn’t so much as flinch. She didn’t even blink.
Instead, when Aloise looked down, and saw herself suspended impossibly above the unfathomable darkness of the pit below, she smiled.
“Come on out,” she said to Beryl, giving the pyromancer’s hand a little tug. “I’ve got you – it’s fine!”
Still standing in the open doorway, Beryl closed her eye and swallowed deeply. “I believe,” the scarred woman chanted beneath her breath. “I believe. I have faith. I believe.”
Then Beryl took a tiny, shuffling step out into empty space. She did not fall.
Slowly, Beryl’s eye opened. The scarred woman looked at Aloise, and a big, goofy smile blossomed on her face.
“I believe,” Beryl said.
“I know,” Aloise said.
And, just like that, the two women walked the path of faith, hand-in-hand.
This time, the door on the other side of the room did not lead to a set of descending stairs. This time it led Aloise and Beryl into a wide, gently-sloping hallway. The hallway was filled with cool blue light from glowstones in the ceiling, which flickered to life as the explorers passed beneath them, and the tunnel’s stone walls were decorated at regular intervals with a single, repeating motif: the coiled form of a white dragon.
The further the two women followed the tunnel down into the depths of the mountain, the wider the hallway grew, until it was nearly as broad across as the chambers they had encountered earlier. The incline of the floor gradually flattened, too, and the ceiling grew higher and higher, until Aloise and Beryl found themselves standing in a third hemispherical chamber. The chamber was dark, initially, but as they entered it, a ring of glowstones around its domed roof flared to light, bathing the room and its inhabitants in an icy blue glow.
That was when Aloise and Beryl discovered that they were not alone.
Lying curled on the floor in the middle of the chamber, and frozen beneath a thick layer of blue ice, lay a great, white dragon.
Aloise gasped at the sight of the massive creature. Standing just next to her, Beryl took an involuntary step backwards.
“Oh my Gods…” the pyromancer said quietly. “Is that... is that?”
“Yes,” Aloise said, feeling her excitement rising. “Yes, it is.”
“A dragon?”
“Not just any dragon,” Aloise corrected. “An ice dragon.”
For a moment, the two women both stared at the great, white-scaled beast in the center of the room. The dragon lay absolutely, perfectly still. It didn’t so much as move a muscle as the explorer and the pyromancer both stared at it with open mouths and wide eyes. It didn’t even seem to breathe.
“Is it… dead?” Beryl finally asked.
“No,” Aloise said, stepping closer to the massive, prone dragon. “I think it’s sleeping.”
Cautiously, Beryl moved up alongside Aloise. The scarred woman closed her eye and was silent for a moment, and Aloise could tell that Beryl had sensed the same enchantment as she had when she’d drawn nearer to the beast.
“That’s a powerful geas.” Beryl said. “It’s powerful magic. Big magic.”
Aloise nodded in agreement. “It would have to be,” she said, “to imprison a dragon.”
“You think he’s a prisoner?” Beryl raised an eyebrow. “You don’t think he cast the spell upon himself?”
Aloise shook her head. “You can feel it, too, can’t you?”
Again, Beryl closed her eye. Her breathing fell silent, and her face turned distant – searching, sensing.
“Yes, I can feel it,” Beryl said as she reopened her eye. “I can feel it in the enchantment, like a malign echo. This was a spell cast in anger. A spell cast in hate.”
Aloise took another step forward and rolled up her sleeves. “That settles it, then,” she said. “We’ll have to wake him up.”
“Are you sure that’s such a good idea?” Beryl asked. “I mean, there’s an expression about exactly this. He’s a dragon, Aloise. A dragon.”
“No,” Aloise corrected, “he’s someone who’s trapped and alone. He’s someone who needs help – someone who needs our help.”
A look of shame flashed briefly across Beryl’s face, and the pyromancer hung her head.
“You’re right,” she said, avoiding Aloise’s gaze. “I wasn’t thinking clearly. I’m sorry.”
“You don’t have to apologize,” Aloise said, with a smile on her face. “You just have to help me wake him up.”
“That, I can do,” Beryl said. “Like I said, that geas is an old one, a powerful one. But it can be dispelled. Do you know how?”
“I think so,” Aloise said, gathering in her mana as she did. She could feel magic suffusing her body, and she felt a kind of beautiful lightness as the thought of an open, rolling plain filled her mind, and its mana filled her heart. “On three?”
Beryl nodded in agreement.
Aloise closed her eyes and began to count. “One… two… three!”
Then she opened her eyes, and she directed all her mana against the geas which bound the frozen dragon within a prison of dreams. She cast her most powerful disenchantment spell, and, as she did, she pictured the ancient geas in her mind’s eye as a sort of dark shroud around the sleeping dragon, which she imagined herself driving away with a burst of warmth and light. Aloise did not take her eyes off the dragon, but she did not have to look up to know that Beryl was standing next to her, and casting a similar spell of her own.
Aloise heard the sound of ice cracking. In front of her, the frozen dragon appeared to stir from its slumber.
Its movements were small at first – barely more than a twitch of its tail, a flicker of one eyelid.
Then, slowly, the great, white dragon opened its eyes.
And it roared.
Aloise covered her ears as the deafening roar echoed around the stone room, and she watched in awe as the dragon woke. Its scales were white as alabaster, and they glinted in the blue light of the chamber like snowflakes at the break of dawn. Icicles hung from the dragon’s curved horns like a crown, and ice gleamed all along the dragon’s flanks. As the dragon rose to its full height, flexing its thickly-muscled legs, the ice caking its sides cracked and shattered, falling away from the stretching beast in a miniature blizzard. A cascade of ice rained down upon the chamber’s stone floor, filling the vast room with a sound like that of a box of pins knocked from a table.
Finally, the dragon blinked its eyes. They were deep blue – bright, and vivid – with slit pupils at their centers, which narrowed as they regarded Aloise and Beryl.
The dragon craned its neck down, as though to get a better look at the two humans who had woken it from its slumber. Aloise could feel the dragon’s breath washing over her, and she was startled to discover that it wasn’t warm, but ice cold – like a biting winter wind.
Aloise realized she was holding her breath. She had to force herself to exhale.
“Are you dreams?” the dragon asked. Its voice was low and gravelly – it was the voice of someone who has not spoken in a long, long time.
“No,” Aloise said. She took a step towards the dragon, even as it loomed over her like a snowy white giant. Her whole body was maybe the size of one of the dragon’s clawed feet, and she had to crane her neck up to look the dragon in its eyes. “We’re not dreams. We’re planeswalkers, and we’re very real.”
The dragon seemed to consider that statement, before shaking its great, horned head, which sent a shower of tiny icicles flying in all directions.
“Then I no longer slumber?” the dragon asked, sounding almost as though that notion were beyond belief.
“That’s right,” Aloise said. “You’re awake.”
The dragon was silent for a moment. The only sound inside the vast chamber was the low, thunder-like rumble of the dragon’s breathing.
“It is strange,” the dragon finally said. “I dreamt for so long, I have almost forgotten what it is to be awake.”
“How long have you been sleeping?” Aloise asked. Her curiosity was beginning to overwhelm the nervousness she felt just from being in the presence of the giant ice dragon, and she could hear the excitement in her own voice.
“I do not know,” the dragon said, and it shook its head again. Then the white dragon unfurled its wings, as though testing to see if they still worked. That gesture sent another flurry of ice raining down from above, so that ice flakes dusted Aloise’s cloak and tickled her nose. “I feel as though I have been asleep since time out of mind, as though I have dreamed beyond memory.”
“How do you feel?” Aloise asked.
“I feel… restless,” the dragon said, stretching its scaled haunches. “I feel… hungry.”
In spite of herself, Aloise swallowed, and she felt a lump in her throat which hadn’t been there just a second before. Then, before she could say or do anything, Beryl dashed in front of her, so that she stood between Aloise and the dragon.
The dragon appeared to regard Beryl’s attempt at shielding Aloise with amusement, and it laughed. Aloise had never heard a dragon laugh before; it was a low, sonorous rumble, like the roll of distant thunder, and it shook the floor beneath her feet.
“Do not fret, little planeswalkers. I do not eat anything which can speak, or which can answer to a name. To do so would hardly be consistent with the path of faith.” Then the dragon laughed again. “It would also be impolite in the extreme.”
“My name is Beryl,” Beryl quickly volunteered. “And this is Aloise.”
The dragon bowed its head, and touched a claw to its horns in greeting.
“Beryl and Aloise,” it said, as though trying the names out on its tongue. “I would offer my name in return, but I fear your lungs are too small to pronounce it. I once travelled among your kind, though, and they knew me as the Wanderer.”
Aloise inhaled sharply at the mention of the dragon’s name.
“The Wanderer?” she asked. “Like in the story?”
The dragon laughed again.
“Without knowing the story of which you speak, I am afraid I cannot say,” it said. Then, after raising its head and sweeping its great tail off to one side, the dragon sat up on its rear legs, and folded its wings in behind its back – those motions, and the dragon’s resulting posture, struck Aloise as surprisingly human. “I have appeared in many stories, and have done so under many names. And I am not the only one of my kind to have born the title of Wanderer.”
“Your kind?” Beryl asked. “You mean, dragons?”
“I mean planeswalkers,” the dragon said. The corners of its mouth curled up into what Aloise took to be a smile. Granted, it was a smile with more arm’s-length fangs than a typical smile, but a smile nonetheless. “For you see, we three share the same nature. We are joined by the same fate.”
“What made you come to this plane?” Aloise asked. “What brought you to this temple?”
“It was I who built this temple,” the dragon said. “After I was called to walk the path of faith, I journeyed to countless worlds, and I built countless temples.” The dragon seemed to sigh then, a gesture which sent two great gouts of bone-chilling air washing over Aloise and Beryl. “I wandered from place to place, and, everywhere I wandered, I discovered suffering. So, wherever I encountered suffering, I built my temples. I built them as places of meditation, as beacons of faith. To those who needed a priest, I became their Priest. And I hoped that, in doing so, I might bring some measure of peace and order to a multiverse which has too little of either.”
“But how did you wind up trapped here, inside your own temple?” Aloise asked. She was close enough to the dragon to touch it, so she did, resting one hand atop the dragon’s nearest paw. The dragon’s scales were cool to the touch, but not unpleasantly so.
“I was not the only one who sought to pacify the Eternities,” the dragon said. “Even as I walked the path of faith, there were others who shared my sacred mission. There was a Warrior, a being of great strength, who walked the path of power. And there was a Scholar, a being of great learning, who walked the path of knowledge. But, over time, our paths diverged from one another. And, to those who had once counted me as a friend, I became an enemy.” The dragon shook its head, sweeping its horns in great arcs. “The Scholar, in particular, came to value cleverness above wisdom, just as I came to value peace above order. And so he came to regard me as dangerous, as a threat.”
“So he put you to sleep,” Aloise said, “and then he tampered with your temple, to seal you inside.”
The dragon nodded. “I sought no conflict with him,” the great beast said. “I tried to remain within my temples, to steer my path clear from his. He afforded me no such courtesy. He followed me to this plane, into this very sanctum, and he confronted me. He knew that I could not kill him – not without straying from my own path – so he placed a geas upon me. He confined me to the realm of dreams, to live without dying, but never to wake again.”
“You poor, poor thing!” Aloise said, giving the dragon’s icy flank a soft pat.
“You need feel no sorrow for me,” the dragon said, “for, while I have slept, I have not suffered. And now you have woken me from my slumber, and freed me from my prison of dreams, for which you have my deepest gratitude.” The dragon rose to all four feet, then, and began to circle the chamber. “But what of my followers? My flock? They will have been too long without their Priest. What do they say of my disappearance?”
Aloise and Beryl looked nervously at each other. Beryl cleared her throat, but it was Aloise who spoke first.
“I don’t know how to tell you this, but, well, your flock is gone,” Aloise said, offering the dragon a sympathetic look. “You’ve been asleep for more than a thousand years. The temple is abandoned.”
For a moment, that seemed to take the dragon aback. The winged creature stopped circling the room, and closed its blue eyes. Then it shook its head, and sighed.
“I suppose that is only to be expected,” the dragon said. “Left untended, even the deepest faith may wane over time.”
“Well,” Beryl said, “there’s that, and then there’s also the fact that the mountain froze. I suspect the monks had no choice but to leave. It’s very, very cold up here, and the winter never ends.”
Again, this news seemed to take the dragon by surprise. After a moment’s consideration, the Wanderer gave his head a sad shake.
“Then I fear that I have been the cause of their suffering,” he said. “For, as I slept, I retreated into dreams of the land of my birth. The world upon which I hatched was one of never-ending ice and snow, and the power of my dreaming is such that I made my memories of that world manifest themselves upon this plane. And, while those memories were a source of comfort for me while I slumbered, I fear that they are memories of a climate which is not well-suited for the inhabitants of this realm.”
The dragon bent its head down, and seemed to bow before the two human planeswalkers.
“You have done the people of this world a great service, Aloise and Beryl,” it said. “Now that I have awoken, the seasons will return, and balance will be restored.”
As the dragon spoke, Aloise thought about Ursalyn, and Petyr, and all the villagers in Hollihoff, who had never known any life but one of ice and snow, and she felt a sudden surge of concern.
“But the people who live in the valley, they’ve adapted to this climate,” she said, her worry plain in her voice. “They’ve lived with winter their whole lives – it isn’t easy, but it’s what they’re used to. If the snow just melts, it could destroy everything they’ve built!”
Again, the ice dragon laughed, and that sound helped to calm Aloise’s concern.
“Fear not, little planeswalker,” the dragon said. “The progress of seasons is a necessary thing. Just as fall turns to winter, so must winter turn to spring. But winter will not disappear.” The dragon indicated to itself with one massive claw. “Should the folk of the village find themselves in need of cooler weather, I am well-positioned to provide it. But, first, we should make ourselves known to them, and inform them of the great change that is to come, so that they might better decide for themselves how to respond. And, since you tell me that I am forgotten, it would perhaps be best if you were to introduce me to my new flock. For, even though I walk the path of faith, such is not always apparent to others upon their first meeting me. I am aware that my sudden appearance can be a bit… overwhelming.”
At the thought of venturing back down the 77,777 steps, Aloise felt her poor legs ache.
“We’d be delighted to introduce you,” Aloise said. “You’re going to love everyone in the village, and, since you’re hungry, I hope you’re in the mood for biscuits and stew. But, do you think we could maybe spend the night here in your temple?” Aloise bent over to rub her sore legs. “It was getting pretty late when we found our way inside, and we’ve done an awful lot of climbing up and down stairs today.”
For one last time, the dragon laughed its deep, sonorous laugh.
“I can think of a faster way for you to travel down the mountain,” it said. Then the dragon lowered itself down on all fours, before extending its neck and summoning Aloise and Beryl with a dip of its head. “Provided you can hold on tight, of course.”
As Aloise realized what the great dragon was offering, she felt the urge to jump for joy.
For a moment, she considered resisting the impulse. But only for a moment.
Which was how, minutes later, Aloise Hartley found herself perched atop the back of an ancient, planeswalking ice dragon as it dove down the side of the sacred mountain. Beryl was seated directly behind her, with her arms wrapped tightly around Aloise’s waist, and, from the moment the dragon had taken flight, the green-eyed woman had stopped screaming only for long enough to draw the occasional breath. But Beryl’s screams were ones of pleasure and delight, and they echoed Aloise’s own as she soared through the air atop the great dragon’s back. She could feel the wind whipping through her hair. She could feel the dragon’s powerful wings beating beneath her. She could feel the warmth which radiated out from Beryl – the pyromancer’s presence was so warm that Aloise barely noticed the winter cold. And, looking down, Aloise could see the first tiny, telltale traces of green as the snow began to melt in the valley below.
Behind her, Aloise could feel Beryl leaning forward.
“Do you think this is how birds feel?” Beryl asked. Even though she practically screamed the question into Aloise’s ear, it was barely audible over the sounds of rushing wind and beating wings.
“Maybe,” Aloise called back. “But I think this might be better!”
“Promise me we’ll do this again?” Beryl shouted.
Aloise smiled at that.
“I promise,” she said.