Yeesh, I just poked my head in over at mtg Salvation. It's shocking how far that place fell. Which has coincided with a small emotional freak out on my part and feel compelled to apologize for my overall silence the past few months. I know it's not contributed well to the overall atmosphere, but I'm always around. I've just had a stunning lack of much to say and I'm sorry if that's been discouraging.
You guys mean a lot to me and it's doing me no mental good to think I might have dragged things down around here just by my disengagement.
Don't think anything of it. That's sort of how I've been for years now. I love this place and all of you folks, and like you, I'm always around. But I'm not great at small talk, especially over a digital platform, and so little
happens in my life anymore, at least that I want to talk about in a public forum. It's naturally that there's a certain ebb and flow to people having "interesting" things to say, and with our numbers getting lower and lower, there are just fewer people to fill in those gaps, and fewer people to respond to.
What Raven said, and you know I'm just as guilty for being silent for long stretches.
As for Discord, for me it's a matter of finding an alternative that I wouldn't worry is in danger of disappearing anytime soon. AFAIK we've not heard from the the lady who set up NGA for us all in
years, and the knowledge troubles me that this place might just vanish without warning. Being open to having a place/service that people are
using so that we can welcome some new people is just preferable considering how we're slowly vanishing. Also I can't believe I neglected to mention that I prefer Telegram over Discord in almost every way, though most all my friends have moved off of Telegram to Discord, and I can also understand people's hesitance to sign up for Telegram moreso than other services.
Meanwhile, I decided to make Scrapped Princess my rewatch after coming off of Lain and it hits
really differently now as a probably-depressed 30-something adult than it did as a comparatively-balanced 15-to-20-something child. For those that haven't seen it, the basic plot is that the titular Scrapped Princess and main character was prophecized to destroy the world when she turned 16, so she was sentenced to death as a babe. Obviously this failed in a Snow-White-esque way, but now that she's 15 and nearing her 16th birthday, her older brother and sister are travelling with her around this so-far-into-post-apocalyptia-that-it's-high-fantasy world just trying to keep her safe. I remember my original thoughts had been that it required
deep investment, like 24 of the 26 episodes, to really get the payoff, but
jeez when every other episode has the main character somberly talking about how "maybe it would just be better for everyone if I just died" just goes SO HARD for the gut-punches that I can't help but be enraptured.