Now I am picturing an actual "cutting room" for children. Thanks Tevish.
Hm, I think Ellia might have one of those. If she doesn't, I guess she could borrow APE's
Episode 12And with that, the show steps into new crazy. Which I don't exactly mind. Most of it had been set up very well. For one, we return to the Garden and confirm that no, Naomi was not sent back, in the exact weak payoff I was anticipating before, cementing the cold uselessness of her character. I'm kind of disappointed I recall her name when it took me so long to learn some of the others enough to feel comfortable writing them (and I screwed up Kokoro for an episode or two of these writeups). But that is, of course, small potatoes.
The big deal is Zero Two and... yeah, just everything about Zero Two. The action in this episode was also really good. Even in the previous hard fought battles, like Episode 6 and 11, the fighting had a grandiose, larger-than-life feel to it. Here, even though everything is still pulling off the same high-anime fighting moves, the action feels damnably intense, harsh, and maybe even gritty. The new environment helps – the snowy forest provides a more dynamic battleground than the flat dead desert ever did, with numerous obstacles and finite lines of sight. The cinematography also helps, with a lot of dutch angles throughout and, as well, what I would call “enough” closeups – not so many that you can't understand the fight choreography or see what's going on, but enough that the speed of the action is really felt. Sure, Zero Two and Hiro fly really fast while spouting innuendos in Episode 4, but the way you see them move never feels quite as sharp as it does here. Of course, Zero Two herself is giving her all for the harshness. Her bloodthirsty attitude plays over all the fight scenes, and she's constantly topping herself with just how uncomfortable she can make the slaughter. But the intensity of the action isn't the biggest point.
I love that while a spiraling descent of reveals, this is mostly properly set up confirmation and explanation of things that have been seeded all the way from Episode 1 in some cases, letting you put the pieces together fairly well. For instance, Zero Two is degenerating. It's made clear in this episode and explained as “Saurification” and something she suffers normally, accelerated by the pairing with Hiro. That's been coming since the end of Episode 6 where she talks about having to kill more Klaxosaurs, and at least since the lower deck episodes where she dodged her tests and focused on her monstrous appearance, to the point of recognizing that she was degenerating or becoming more monstrous when she was examining her fangs in Episode 11. It could start happening to Hiro from riding with her?! OK, that's new, but again... yellow blood cell count spikes rather than dropping like everyone else (who was consumed and died), and the importance of Yellow Blood Cells has been established since, so I guess that makes sense. It also explains Zero Two's reticence to go in for testing. Honestly, despite her having a serious breakdown this episode I still see her in a primarily positive light, and it feels like she was fighting it to avoid having her happiness with Hiro broken up by the cruel reality of her situation. After all, she clearly thinks that killing Klaxosaurs can retard the process, reverse it, and even make her fully human, so being deep into denial and/or bargaining about it makes sense. But Zero Two's degeneration isn't the biggest point.
There's also the interpersonal dynamics. I touched on this – I think at least until the last scene she was trying to hold on and hold out against testing that would sound the death knell for her and Hiro. Once she got tranquilized and subjected to it all the same, she turns radically more aggressive (Even worse than Episode 11), and when that doesn't seem to get her anywhere, she starts really lashing out at Hiro. Whether she's trying to push him away once an ending seems inevitable or whether she's acting out of impotent rage at the cosmos, it's clear she's in at least as much pain as she could inflict on him or anyone else. The confession scene at the lake was especially good – it was easy to feel Hiro's care and desperation, and it was also easy to understand, on an emotional level, why Zero Two wouldn't be in any state to accept such feelings. It's agonizing and yet so natural that, confronted with being told Hiro loves her when she can't love (or even tolerate) herself, she'd go to offering the part of her that she can believe a human would want. When that goes south, Zero Two enters one hell of a black rage, smashing all the mirrors, terrifying Ichigo out of talking to her (granted this may be because Ichigo is horribly ineffectual), and everything ultimately comes to a head in the final battle of the episode, where she breaks entirely and seems to turn on Hiro. But while seeing Zero Two burn down everything she's built with Squad 13 and Hiro is pretty dynamite, that's not the biggest point
The biggest point is The Red Girl. I'm just going to go out on a limb and assume what we were 90% told right at the end but had every reason to suspect before: she's Young Zero Two. Red Girl had been one of the “Low key” mysteries of the show all the way from Episode 1, from the very first scene pretty much. We saw her in front of a tree while Zero Two was narrating about her thoughts on the Jian (and that she found it beautiful, recall). She's in the opening, clasping hands with a human (presumably Young Hiro based on the framing), and I think we may have seen another in-episode glimpse or two. All the same, it would be easy to not consciously notice it. In fact, I didn't list Red Girl as one of the Mysteries when I made the tally back in Episode 6: I just assumed that it was Young Zero Two and eventually we'd get some flashbacks and a little backstory for her. Wow was it a good deal more relevant than that.
I'm going to lead with some wild speculation: Hiro was mindwiped/subjected to induced amnesia at a particular point in his early childhood. My evidence comes from this episode (with some setup from the last episode) and ties into Zero Two's final pre-mind-meld line and the whole Red Girl deal. First is Mitsuru. We know Mitsuru went into the lab, and when, and why, and we know that Hiro 'forgot his promise'. In that flashback in episode 11, Hiro looked troubled and confused at Mitsuru's reminder. In this episode, he looked troubled and confused that Mitsuru
had ever gone to the lab when that seems to be decently common knowledge among the other Parasites. Now, while I would normally have credited Hiro not being the kind of person to just forget even a pinky swear last episode, there could have been a lot of reasons why he reacted to Mitsuru that way. Perhaps he had been subjected to a little 're-education', perhaps something else was really weighing on his mind, perhaps he just hit his head, who knows. With losing the fact that Mitsuru ever went to the lab, though? He's clearly missing a chunk of data from a time late enough in his life that everybody else has it. Now what about the Red Girl. We see a memory scene of Hiro and Ichigo sharing what one presumes to be a picture book (though I believe they titled it “the Golden Bough”, which is NOT). In this episode, we're also remided of Zero Two's fascination with Picture Books (which was first brought up in the opening episodes, I can't remember which of them) by her making a frantic search for such a volume. Of course, she doesn't have access to check the Young Parasites Facilities. That Picture Book would lead Hiro himself to the Tree. The mistletoe tree in the Garden is a place Hiro wanted to go because of the Picture Book, thinks he hasn't gone, but when he goes there we get two things. First, it's the tree we saw the Red Girl in front of in Episode 1. Second, Hiro feels a huge sense of deja vu, enough to make him question whether or not he actually should have any memories connected to the place. We see the Red Girl at the tree again in the scene, presumably from Zero Two's memory (and Hiro's?), and he says he's seen the exact scene before, but seems distraught at that.
Right before things go to crazy town, Zero Two talks about meeting her “darling from back then”, and that should make everything click if it hadn't already: The hand holding in the opening, Hiro's scattered memories, Zero Two's strange drive, and possibly even Hiro's bizarre compatibility with her likely have their root in this incident: When they were both children, Hiro and Zero Two encountered one another, meeting under the mistletoe tree (Symbolism! Kissing!). Hiro shared the picture book with her (hence her fascination with picture books – she's looking for THAT picture book) and they forged a strong bond. But Hiro doesn't remember, at least not consciously, any of this (or other things that were going on at the same time, like the promise with Mitsuru), so clearly that block of memories has been removed or, given the deja vu, forcibly repressed. It's possibly Zero Two didn't really remember either: she only mentions 'back then' while having a complete mental breakdown, and her quest for picture books might be following the same phantom memory that brought Hiro to the tree. True, it's possible that something terrible enough could have happened that repressed memories are just a thing, but when an Omniscient Council of Vagueness is involved, a good rule of thumb is to never attribute to strange “would be a cheat in a mystery novel” flukes what can adequately be explained by malice.
If Zero Two re-awakened those memories earlier (like Hiro seems to with the mind meld at the end), possibly in part before the scene at the lake, that would explain why she turned on Hiro – he doesn't remember and it's not like he's got any features remarkable enough for her to know it's the same person, especially if her own thoughts are not totally clear (and they aren't. She's not thinking clearly.). So from her perspective, she's shackled to an impostor now, the quest she's been following the faint dream of put on hold indefinitely and defied by this person.
Except it's not an impostor, it's the right guy. She finally found what she was looking for and neither of them could really know it. The episode ends with their voices coming into synch with the memory of Red Girl Zero Two at the tree, so presumably they'll both come out of the mind meld knowing the truth, but getting there has been... well, one hell of a ride, and resolving that still doesn't fix a lot of things, like her physical degeneration,
Hiro's physical degeneration, and Ichigo. Yeah, I list Ichigo as a thing that needs to be fixed. You do not hand all the information about everything bad about Zero Two and Hiro being together to the most unstable parasite with a massive Hiro-shaped weak point and expect things to turn out well. Doubly so after the realspace lines that lead up to the mind meld, which Ichigo can presumably hear, when she WON'T be privy to any reconciliation that happens in magical memory land. Last known information she's got: Zero Two is legitimately trying to kill Hiro. Not just passively, deliberately. I normally would trust Ichigo's leadership about as far as I could throw her (she's tiny, so that's a nonzero distance I guess. Do I have to do it shot put style, or can I grab by the belt and collar and swing her around Hammer Throw style? I'd get a better distance that way. Are there regulations for Ichigo-tossing? Maybe it would be better to flip her end over end like a tiny caber...). When Hiro is involved, much less at stake, I trust her about as far as I could throw
Delphinium (which is obviously NOPE.). She is going to lash out, and while I can't say it's totally unjustified, given the information she has, she's probably going to prove a fairly big obstacle if she does not want to hear any explanations, excuses, or ways forward that don't involve breaking up Hiro and Zero Two.
There is a heck of a lot riding on just how the glorious mess this episode made gets cleaned up.